my best friends name is Grace and she unfortunately suffers from a heavy case of depression and anxiety. She takes tablets that help her now though, which is really good. This helps her have more good days than bad, makes her stop having such scary thoughts. On bad days you can never tell whats going through her head until you get a text at night saying all these things that don’t make sense, she tells me that she can’t control her thoughts and she can’t help but think that the whole world hates her on some nights, making her feel like she has no purpose to live and… she’s okay the next day at school. I just never know what to do or say and I’m so scared for her, I’m petrified that one day maybe she’ll refuse to be on the earth anymore. I dont want to sound selfish but I don’t know what I would do if she was to give her own life. No one can live without their best friend. Right now she’s been really distracted and she’s having all good days and I really hope it stays that way. I know being there for her is all I can do… I’m just so scared.